Lately, especially since this latest trouble with my family, I’ve been viewing myself the way I think that other people see me. When I look at myself that way, what I see I don’t like. I see a fat woman with three chins. I see a face with a lot of moles. I see someone with legs like two great big cooked turkey drumsticks, meaty up top and bony at the bottom. Then I start to the see myself through the eyes of the people who don’t like me. I see someone who sits alot. Someone who is quiet and … Continue reading Breaking the Shackle of the Image of the Fat Bitch
Long time readers will recall a previous post about the issues that I am having with my family. You can read the post here. A couple of days ago, I had a big blow up with my sister. It’s been building for awhile. I thought that I was okay with my sister. I really did. I haven’t spoken to my asshole brother in law since July, but I thought I was okay with my sister. I do things for her and she does things for me. We talk. We have fun and we hang out. I miscalculated my budget and … Continue reading Is My Sister My Friend?